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i wish summer would last longer so i could try and make myself feel like i havent wasted it but i kind of want autumn to just get here so i can layer up.
things don't make any sens e at al l l l l

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hey kids, do you like my new necklace?
recently, every little thing triggers me into a terrible state of mind. my mood can alter so dramatically and i hate it.
this time next week i will be in amsterdam and i'm so so excited.

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such a beautiful film
why cant my summer look like this



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the days feel so completely empty and meaningless but i'm not complaining. i've always been a fan of nothingness- doing nothing, saying nothing, feeling nothing.
my heart is currently located in my stomach. it's burrowed through my flesh and bone to find somewhere to sleep for a while.
summer is always a disappointment but i've almost learnt to accept this unavoidable fate, although a part of me believes that there is still time to make it all better and if not, i'll always have next year.
i hardly remember last summer, apart from being terribly sad. this one hasn't been much better, other than the fact i've come to realise and observe the nicer things in life that come from being alone. being alone doesnt have to mean being lonely.




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(walks by the river at sunset)