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 agony and ecstacy 
 


 

 


 

 

 

 


this documentry just made me wish that i'd never quit ballet or at least started it again while i hadn't forgotten everything.

i got my prom "ticket" the other day
lazy day lazy life

i stopped thinking about suicide
now i keep thinking of doing it after the summer
because im actualy looking forward to it now
i know i won

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somtimes
i wish i was dying.
or dead.
 sometimes.



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18:39  "Die in your thoughts every morning and you will no longer fear death. " — Hagakure



i thought i would have lovely long
hair by the summer.
i dont.

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  "all those beautiful boys
kings and
queens and
criminal queers"



i've always wanted to kiss a cute french boy
and i finaly got to last night